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Coffee Break with the Barista
Enjoying the Holidays and New Year
December 2008/January 2009

My son, Sam, turned 14 on November 15. Unlike all of his other birthdays, we didn’t have a big party and we didn’t have a traditional birthday cake. Instead, we had a small gathering, taco pizza, gooey butter cake, several rounds of cards and lots of fun and laughter.

Sometimes, I reminisce about Sam’s younger years and often feel that it’s all going by a little too fast. At other times, I’m happy to be done with feeling the need to make everything perfect—perfect birthdays, perfect holidays, perfect meals, perfect memories. Somehow, I’ve let go of the need to make all of our experiences cookie-cutter wonderful. Instead, nice is wonderful.

Over the years, we’ve developed family traditions that we look forward to year after year—nothing elaborate or requiring hours and hours of preparation—just nice little traditions that feel very special to us. On Thanksgiving Day, we cook a turkey and make a pie, then we pack it up and drive it to a homeless shelter (this was Sam’s idea, many years ago). On Christmas Eve, Sam opens just one gift—and it’s always pajamas (his other gifts comes on Christmas morning); I always cook up some holiday toffee, and while Santa Claus gives gifts to younger children, Sam also receives gifts from “Santa,” and he always will—until he’s 40!

Wonderful moments and memories don’t require perfect meals, perfect holidays, perfect wine, perfect anything. Wonderful memories are created when we’re “present” in the moment, engaged and connected to the people we love. Having dinner with my friends; roller blading with Sam; Friday night pizza parties; sled riding and ice skating; swimming in a crystal-clear river; trout fishing; playing with our dogs; conversations with my  friends; brewing a special coffee on Saturday mornings—these are the moments that I love and look forward to—moments that make my life so very special.

Sometimes, I get caught up in thinking about what my life is lacking, but the truth is this—it’s the small things, the regular things, the free things, opportunities to give that really make me happy.

When Sam was about seven or eight years old, he said, “Mom, I know money doesn’t make us happy, but the things that money can BUY DOES make you happy.” While there seems to be some truth in what he said, I think the confusion is this: money is not a satisfier, but it can be a dissatisfier. It feels good to be able to pay all of our bills and buy a few “extras,” but it’s by giving to others that we feel great satisfaction. You can have all the money in the world, yet without sharing our time and abundance with others, how much fun can it be? Pamela Kramer Childress has written a wonderful article on volunteering on page 6. Volunteering is a great way to give.

And just when I think that I have so little to give, along comes Sam Malek, owner of the coffee shop, More Than Coffee. Read Jessica Wilson’s story about Sam on the following page — Sam may not be the wealthiest person, but he gives more than anyone I know.

All of our writers have done a terrific job of providing great stories for this holiday issue. And I’m pleased to bring you the winners of our first Top Picks — readers choices for the best in St. Louis.

And here’s a suggestion to make the holidays and new year a little brighter for everyone: this year, rather than spending lots of money on “stuff” for my family, my challenge is to figure out ways to give to others. On page 16 is a list of things that most of us can do to lighten the load for someone else. Perhaps you will consider joining me in accomplishing as many of these items as you can in the next two months. That’s a challenge! Remember, while some people seem to have it all, the grass IS NOT greener on the other side—it only appears to be greener from time to time.
          Happy Holidays

          Marian Rein